Whoa I cant believe it, haven’t been here in over two weeks, how did that happen? And nobody bothered to check on me..am hurt! But ill be fine…a lot has gone down o!
Okay were do I start 4rm….am back to school..which isn’t exactly a good thing cause I have 8:0am lectures from Monday to Thursday!!! Only good thing is ill be bringing u more ‘thoughts in my head during a lecture posts’….also got my project to think about and spent a week in the library doing research..longest time ive spent in the library I tell u, usually I don’t like reading in the library..too quiet for my liking.
Last weekend was fun and at the same time crazy….went with friends to TAKWA BAY..in the past I swore off that place cause of the boat ride, and my phobia for water.. but I don’t know why I changed my mind and decided to go. It was mad fun,I tell you…the boat ride was kinda scary though…and I was pleading the blood of Jesus all through, but we got their safely and the fun began..couple of bloggers were dere o!! Wells, FBA, Rayo…M.I made it this time..hehehe QUBE..too bad u couldn’t come this time, I know how badly u wanted to meet him…but M.I is short o!!!! There was dancing, there was eating and drinking, bumping and grinding *coughs* Wells *coughs*…..yes o! Wells was grinding like there was no 2mrw..lol…I told wells he cudnt carry me…but the dude carried a whole me…heavier than a bag of rice and wanted to dump me in the water…I was friggin scared ehn…
And yeah I wore shorts..lol…ive never worn shorts in public..lol..i don’t know why..i always thought I had horrible legs…my brothers used to tease me that I had chicken legs..and in ss3 I once cried because of my yams..lol..…but I looked pretty nice..if I do say so myself..well u judge….
After changing at city mall!!
At the beach!
Took my roomies and my friends along…we all had a blast I tell u!
On our way back two boats capsized, people fell into the water and had to be rescued..by then me and the rest of the people on my boat were safely on shore by then..i swear it was some scary shit…cause my friends were still on their way and other people we went with and I was so scared for them but thank God nobody died…so yeah am definitely not going to Takwa Bay ..i shouldn’t have gone in the first place, it was a stupid thing to do..specially with the kind of boats that were used….really really stupid..and ive been having nightmares about it and so are all my friends..i really sat down to think about it recently..lots of what if’s in my head…what if it was in the middle of nowhere and not close to shore their boat capsized..what if what if…what if I was the one…gosh! Well it has happened it has happened..lesson learnt…Takwa Bay is a lovely place if u have a nice boat to take you there!
Yeah so enough fun last weekend….i told u a lot has happened right…so yeah um…well..u know..its like..but..sha..ok ok I met somebody! Ok well , am about to say those four words I don’t really like saying ‘I HAVE A BOYFRIEND’…why don’t I like saying it..because living with girls and all…you find people who carry their relationship status on their head like a title… Moji Bamgboye , Girlfriend of so so and so….they make it seem like the beginning and the end of everything….so I was always put off from saying it…anyways heres how it happened..one of those days on facebook I was down in the dumps..put up some status message..we started chatting and I found out that he was easy to talk to, we had a lot in common and the sexiest part of all..he was intelligent and he reads…anyways at first we were just friends…like really close friends…like friends that send each other 400 text msgs in like 5 weeks….but seriously just friends..had no feelings whatsoever for him and he was also complaining about some chic that broke his heart and how he wasn’t ready for anything.
Plus when we met he wasn’t really my type , mainly cause I was taller n bigger than him and that usually poses a problem for guys (insecure ones) if I might add.. but day by day we became closer and closer and all that seemed unimportant…he was always there to provide a shoulder to lean on an ear to bend….lol..he once listened to me crying for like 2 hours over the phone…but he never complained, he always listened, always cared….and like every one predicted…feelings started developing (isn’t it possible for a guy and girl to be just friends? mcheeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!!!) so I was doing the whole celeb denial thing ‘we are just friends, nothing more and then some months later they are kissing on the beach…no we didn’t kiss on d beach o!...i don’t do PDA..even though he does.
Anyhow anyhow long story short..i liked him but didn’t tell him cause I didn’t want our friendship to be strained just incase he didn’t feel the same way..though he had been giving me hints that he liked me…but I didn’t want to jump the gun jare..ova sabi has never been my forte..so I just chilled and one day it all came out and he confessed that he’s been dying to tell me but didn’t know how id take it..and bla bla bla..we both lived happily ever after…lol
Anways I can say it feels heavenly being dotted on, like I never liked guys who like me..never ever…I don’t know why..jus turned me off..its usually the jerk off’s I like(and I don’t mean all d guys iv gone out with are jerk offs o!) but usually the ones I really really like treat me like horridly…so much so that I got used to being treated badly that I didnt think anything better existed..silly me!
So being held, acting all googly eyed and lovey-dovey…lol…its new to me..and am trying to get used to it…to someone saying am beautiful, I deserve better than I have gotten and gbo gbo e… I put up this status on facebook a while back.
“They made me believe I was ugly for so long that when he told me I was beautiful I thought he was the liar”
Well they lied.
They lied.
